For some reason I was especially sad today… N there r plenty of reasons but I dnt know if it was one or all. I wish I knew how to keep the sadness out.

8 months ago | Permalink
rolandbigornia:

Guys, I think the East Coast is getting roasted enough, hahahah. First Chich, now THIS! :) love you guys.

Clean!

rolandbigornia:

Guys, I think the East Coast is getting roasted enough, hahahah. First Chich, now THIS! :) love you guys.

Clean!

9 months ago | 58 notes | Permalink
TAGS . marion . cfc . ffl . yfl . sfl .
hellababyquaile:

nikkichantellem:

I miss these niggas.

my girls I miss you guys.

hellababyquaile:

nikkichantellem:

I miss these niggas.

my girls I miss you guys.

(Source: nikkkkkk)

9 months ago | 4 notes | Permalink

Guess this is it…

1 year ago | Permalink
Invite only! Check your facebook invites :)

Invite only! Check your facebook invites :)

1 year ago | Permalink
i saved her from the streets! hahahha ;)

i saved her from the streets! hahahha ;)

1 year ago | 1 note | Permalink

xdee13x:

that was like the cutest fucking shit I’ve ever seen. I need to go do something bad to balence out al the cuteness.. LOL

(Source: bootihole, via tesaboo)

1 year ago | 112,593 notes | Permalink

All this confusion is driving me nuts!

1 year ago | Permalink
shhh my gwama dnt know I have another cat… Im not keepin her tho… plz help me find this kitty a good loving home. she is very nice and will love you forever!! lol message me if you know anyone who would take good care of my cloee

shhh my gwama dnt know I have another cat… Im not keepin her tho… plz help me find this kitty a good loving home. she is very nice and will love you forever!! lol message me if you know anyone who would take good care of my cloee

1 year ago | Permalink
Dear Christpack, I just wanna let you know that you all have made this life of mine so happy. EVERY moment we share and continue to share is such a blessing, I kno i probably say this a lot but I mean every word. We made it guys!! Youth 2000 was a weekend that none of us will ever forget, we learned so much about our God and one another. BERNIE, you have always been such a big bro to me and i would NEVER kno anything about music n sound equipment if it werent for you. ANDREW, You are the best drummer I HAVE EVER MET! you are such a funny guy and I enjoy every moment with you! you are such a funny guy who always has a smile on his face! SISSY, well girl you already know but I’ll tell you anyways. God put u in my life to protect me, be a shoulder to cry on, and so much more. and you have done just that. having you sing during y2000 was amazing! you are so talented and wonderful! ATEH, I dnt even know where to start… I think i’ll start by saying thank you for everything you have taught me… you made y2000 such an amazing experience like your voice. n yea lol you already know too. EKIT, you are the best bro ever! you did so much in teaching us how to sing and learn the songs along with ateh n sissy. we would not have been able to pull off the weekend without you! Thank you for all you have done for me and the choir! BROTHER BEAR (CAROL) , GAH you are just such a lovable guy! Thank you for using your voice to praise our God! you are one of the strongest male singers we’ve got! you are one of the many important puzzle pieces in out family picture, without you we are not finished, whole or together. I know you may be going through whatever trials that slow u down but better is one day in his house. LOLO (ERIC) ,you my friend are a wonderful! at youth 2000 I was able to see how much of a great bother you are, and even though you may look like your kuya ekit you are your own person… funny, loving, and small lol!! love you! NATE , y2000 was such a wonderful weekend to serve with you! I am so glad you came! IF it werent for you getting to know everyone we for sure would not have become a family. you brought us even closer together, like you do now. you are our bro who leads us through the darkness along with our other bros. just remember eve though things may seem messed up, greater things are yet to come, greater things are still to be done in this family. SETH , man you are one talented kid! you put the ice in ice cream lol! we wouldnt have sounded as good as we did if we didnt have you! we are very blessed to have you n i’m glad your apart of this crazy family. ANNAMARIE , Im sorry you always get confused when I try to talk to you and my sister lol. but i am really glad we such a good flute player! theres not many ppl who as good as you! I love you girl! ALEX, ANNA, ANGELICA, ALIYAH , man I love you guys no matter how annoying I say you are… coz like it or not when my time is done in leading, you all are the new gen who will call others to god with your passion for music and your passion for god. you 4 are leaders and you lead only by example. BBY V,  you girl I did not expect to go to y2000. but im so glad you did! im glad you were able to experience a wonderful retreat with me and our fam… I never thought I would be a close to you as I am now… n i wouldnt be if we didnt go to y2000… but God made it meant to be. THERESA MARIE, you are the best! I have known you all my life! but i didnt know you know you till y2000… I dnt see you as a little kid anymore, coz you a beautiful young lady now… and having you go to y2000 was an amazing feeling! BBYBANG (MILDRED), man that last month of practicing for y2000 was amazing! picking you n vmae up every practice! lol our bond became so storng because God is so great! I am so proud of you for making that step to come n I am proud of you for wanting to be apart of this fam and keep it together. JOSHUA, even though I didnt know you at y2000 you are still very much apart of this fam as anyone. Thank you for taking care of my bbycase! and for taking care of us as well. We miss you very much and cnt wait till your home with us again! keep in mind that you have a fam at home that will always love you no matter what! BBYNENG (ANDRELYN), all I can say is that I love you like a fat kid loves chocolate! lol! no really I do! I know we may fight n feel distant from each other, know that I am here for you and always will be. from the moment I presented you to the bishop I knew that our bond is for life! I know sometimes you may not want me there coz u wanna be strong on your own just know that I am here to hold you when you crying n here to wipe any tears that fall from your eyes. I love you my God given daughter! BBYJOY, Man girl you are just MIA girl! but I love you no matter what! and serving y2000 with you is the best ever! God is amazing for putting you in my path! I never thought you would stick around choir but you did. sure proved me wrong! lol but I thank God for giving me such a wonderful TALL sister! lol! BBYNIK, one thing i’ll always remember about you at y2000 is you and feet lol! I dnt know why tho lol! but bbygrl you know I love everything about you and everything you do for this family! I know this yr has definitely had its ups n downs, but you are one tough girl who never gives up. even though at certain points you wanted to, your heart would not let you. I love you! BBYCASE, yes I know you dnt want me to say it but I will… you are just like your ateh sheena! lol! you are one hilarious girl! at the beginning of y2000 I thought you were quiet… boy was I wrong! lol but I wanna thank you for loving me and for being a wonderful sister. I know we’ve had our crying moment and laughing moments. every moment with you is one that I hold very close to my heart! JUSTIN AND ALREEZ, even though you both didnt go to y2000 today is your anniversary too because you are apart of this family. we welcome you both with open arms and always have! I love the both of you for being wonderful children of God lol! BBYQUAILE, you drive me nuts! but I remember the first time you came to practice I said to my self ” we are so alike, I see such a wonderful future for us if she would only come to choir” lol! and you did, and that was the beginning of the end lol! even though we fight and pick at each others nerves I love yo so much! serving y2000 was an amazing bond I was able to make with you. Its so crazy how alike we are it scares me. n i know being a momma I always wanna protect you from harm n i tend to suffocate you but know i do it coz i love you. Thats why I do it to all of my bbys… all out of love! 
Happy anniversary fam! I love you!
ps. sorry if i missed anyone. but hey its 5am lol know I love you!
LOVE, amber/ momma bear. 

Dear Christpack, I just wanna let you know that you all have made this life of mine so happy. EVERY moment we share and continue to share is such a blessing, I kno i probably say this a lot but I mean every word. We made it guys!! Youth 2000 was a weekend that none of us will ever forget, we learned so much about our God and one another. BERNIE, you have always been such a big bro to me and i would NEVER kno anything about music n sound equipment if it werent for you. ANDREW, You are the best drummer I HAVE EVER MET! you are such a funny guy and I enjoy every moment with you! you are such a funny guy who always has a smile on his face! SISSY, well girl you already know but I’ll tell you anyways. God put u in my life to protect me, be a shoulder to cry on, and so much more. and you have done just that. having you sing during y2000 was amazing! you are so talented and wonderful! ATEH, I dnt even know where to start… I think i’ll start by saying thank you for everything you have taught me… you made y2000 such an amazing experience like your voice. n yea lol you already know too. EKIT, you are the best bro ever! you did so much in teaching us how to sing and learn the songs along with ateh n sissy. we would not have been able to pull off the weekend without you! Thank you for all you have done for me and the choir! BROTHER BEAR (CAROL) , GAH you are just such a lovable guy! Thank you for using your voice to praise our God! you are one of the strongest male singers we’ve got! you are one of the many important puzzle pieces in out family picture, without you we are not finished, whole or together. I know you may be going through whatever trials that slow u down but better is one day in his house. LOLO (ERIC) ,you my friend are a wonderful! at youth 2000 I was able to see how much of a great bother you are, and even though you may look like your kuya ekit you are your own person… funny, loving, and small lol!! love you! NATE , y2000 was such a wonderful weekend to serve with you! I am so glad you came! IF it werent for you getting to know everyone we for sure would not have become a family. you brought us even closer together, like you do now. you are our bro who leads us through the darkness along with our other bros. just remember eve though things may seem messed up, greater things are yet to come, greater things are still to be done in this family. SETH , man you are one talented kid! you put the ice in ice cream lol! we wouldnt have sounded as good as we did if we didnt have you! we are very blessed to have you n i’m glad your apart of this crazy family. ANNAMARIE , Im sorry you always get confused when I try to talk to you and my sister lol. but i am really glad we such a good flute player! theres not many ppl who as good as you! I love you girl! ALEX, ANNA, ANGELICA, ALIYAH , man I love you guys no matter how annoying I say you are… coz like it or not when my time is done in leading, you all are the new gen who will call others to god with your passion for music and your passion for god. you 4 are leaders and you lead only by example. BBY V,  you girl I did not expect to go to y2000. but im so glad you did! im glad you were able to experience a wonderful retreat with me and our fam… I never thought I would be a close to you as I am now… n i wouldnt be if we didnt go to y2000… but God made it meant to be. THERESA MARIE, you are the best! I have known you all my life! but i didnt know you know you till y2000… I dnt see you as a little kid anymore, coz you a beautiful young lady now… and having you go to y2000 was an amazing feeling! BBYBANG (MILDRED), man that last month of practicing for y2000 was amazing! picking you n vmae up every practice! lol our bond became so storng because God is so great! I am so proud of you for making that step to come n I am proud of you for wanting to be apart of this fam and keep it together. JOSHUA, even though I didnt know you at y2000 you are still very much apart of this fam as anyone. Thank you for taking care of my bbycase! and for taking care of us as well. We miss you very much and cnt wait till your home with us again! keep in mind that you have a fam at home that will always love you no matter what! BBYNENG (ANDRELYN), all I can say is that I love you like a fat kid loves chocolate! lol! no really I do! I know we may fight n feel distant from each other, know that I am here for you and always will be. from the moment I presented you to the bishop I knew that our bond is for life! I know sometimes you may not want me there coz u wanna be strong on your own just know that I am here to hold you when you crying n here to wipe any tears that fall from your eyes. I love you my God given daughter! BBYJOY, Man girl you are just MIA girl! but I love you no matter what! and serving y2000 with you is the best ever! God is amazing for putting you in my path! I never thought you would stick around choir but you did. sure proved me wrong! lol but I thank God for giving me such a wonderful TALL sister! lol! BBYNIK, one thing i’ll always remember about you at y2000 is you and feet lol! I dnt know why tho lol! but bbygrl you know I love everything about you and everything you do for this family! I know this yr has definitely had its ups n downs, but you are one tough girl who never gives up. even though at certain points you wanted to, your heart would not let you. I love you! BBYCASE, yes I know you dnt want me to say it but I will… you are just like your ateh sheena! lol! you are one hilarious girl! at the beginning of y2000 I thought you were quiet… boy was I wrong! lol but I wanna thank you for loving me and for being a wonderful sister. I know we’ve had our crying moment and laughing moments. every moment with you is one that I hold very close to my heart! JUSTIN AND ALREEZ, even though you both didnt go to y2000 today is your anniversary too because you are apart of this family. we welcome you both with open arms and always have! I love the both of you for being wonderful children of God lol! BBYQUAILE, you drive me nuts! but I remember the first time you came to practice I said to my self ” we are so alike, I see such a wonderful future for us if she would only come to choir” lol! and you did, and that was the beginning of the end lol! even though we fight and pick at each others nerves I love yo so much! serving y2000 was an amazing bond I was able to make with you. Its so crazy how alike we are it scares me. n i know being a momma I always wanna protect you from harm n i tend to suffocate you but know i do it coz i love you. Thats why I do it to all of my bbys… all out of love! 

Happy anniversary fam! I love you!

ps. sorry if i missed anyone. but hey its 5am lol know I love you!

LOVE, amber/ momma bear. 

1 year ago | 6 notes | Permalink